My stress level

Is at an all time high.

It feels like I need time and attention on 101 things that requires or don’t require my attention.

There’s an increased lack of understanding and patience for me from others and even from myself.

Yet there’s pressure to perform and prove myself.

I get frustrated n snap when my time is demanded coz I don’t have enuff of it.

I also feel pressurised by the uncertainty of times. 

And by the whirlwind of emotions

Everyone says I have a choice. I feel people don’t know I don’t have a choice.

心情小日记

每天每天都好忙

每天嘴巴上都说着 好忙 好忙

却不想停下来

有时自己听了都觉得烦

有时忙得好愉快

有时忙的想哭

有时觉得没有人了解我

有时觉得是我不了解别人

想着 想着 就哭了

明天应该就会好了。应为又要忙了。

Swollen feet

Dad’s foot got very swollen and we admitted him to A&E. I was at one point letting my fears and overthinking get the better of me again.

Dad has fought many tough battles medically and let’s hope he wins this one too. 

I miss my blog. I miss sharing these thoughts.